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I can't be myself




"I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died.
My life turned from that good to that very bad.
There were only me, my pipe 'n' those drugs I had.
One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me,
I think I cannot be, I can't be myself."






T____T My first love - Kai Hiwatari from Beyblade. It was around 10 years ago when I was really obsessed with him, drawing him again and again XD My style evaluated then 'cause I was imagining him to many songs and then drawing all these ideas :3

I loved song "Myself" by The Rasmus - and I had idea I couldn't draw back then - so here it is :'D I decided to draw it now 10 years later ^ ^

Rasmus band was a lot better some time ago - more alternative <3 Anyway my childhood was filled with Rasmus songs and drawing Kai so I almost cried drawing this and listening to Rasmus songs XDDD So many warm and pure memories <3


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Lineart: Traditional
Coloring: Photoshop Elements 5.0
Character: Kai Hiwatari from Beyblade *3*
Inspiration: Rasmus - Myself [link]