in grade 8 i did a power point presentation on “whooping cough” and my opening slide was a photo of whoopi goldberg coughing and i was the only person who laughed at it and i couldnt start the presentation for like five minutes because i was laughing too hard at my own joke
my very best friend told me once to never listen to the xx when you’re sad but i did it anyway and now i’m in the middle of cleaning/redecorating my room in an attempt to feel ~Good~ but instead i just feel really defeated on the ground with stuff everywhere and some stupid tinsel crown on my head because i’m weird and lame and unlovable and impossible and i just god nevermind
if it’s my fault i’m like this, why am i so upset?