| SO THERE WAS NO REAL END. NO CONCLUSION. THE MOMENT'S PASSED. AND SOME NIGHTS, IN BED, I FEEL MY HEART BEATING / PUMPING BLOOD / HITTING AGAINST MY TEMPLES RELENTLESSLY.
 
 EVERY BEAT A FLASH / A REGRET / A PAINFUL MEMORY / A DESIRE I WISH I DIDN'T NOT FEEL.
 
 AND IF ONE DAY, AFTER MONTHS OR EVEN YEARS
 I SEE HER AGAIN, AT AN EVENT, IN THE STREET WITH HER FRIEND
 WHEN I WALK  BY HER HOUSE ON MY WAY TO THE MALL
 IF I SPEAK TO HER, I WON'T LET ANYTHING SHOW / MY HEARTBEAT SPEEDS UP / I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY
 
 BUT I CAN'T REVEAL ANYTHING. I HAVE NO RIGHT TO IMPOSE
 SO I DRINK, HOPING IT WILL QUIET MY THOUGHTS
 TO NO AVAIL. I KEEP PRETENDING EVERYTHING'S FINE.
 
 AND I KEEP DRINKING AT EVERY PARTY I GET TO GO TO
 - THESE PARTIES WHERE SHE DOESN'T SHOW UP ANYMORE.
 AND IF FINALLY I FALL ASLEEP WITHOUT NOTICING
 AND IF THE THOUGHTS STOP FOR A FEW HOURS
 - WILL I HAVE SIMPLY FORGOTTEN THAT I KEPT HURTING DURING THIS DRUNKEN ABSENCE?
 
 ANYWAY, IT WILL COME BACK / THIS FEELING
 IT HAS TO STOP AND THERE AREN'T MANY SOLUTIONS...
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