Ah ... it's really hard ...

I think that ... I can't ... I can't ...

Even if I made efforts to not think about this ...

tack !

sigh

It's hurt me ...

ah ...

I understand ! But... Why do I feel like that ? When was the last time I lost something ?

I see ... it's hard to accept even to him ...

It's enough ! ENOUGH ! Why do I still think about that ?! Just forget it ! Why ?! Why ?! Why I can't accept my defeat !

It's so stupid !